Things tend to go back and forth.
- I want a baby...I don't want a baby
- I want to go to grad school...No more school forever!!
- I want to lie on the couch and watch Netflix documentaries all day...I want to do crazy workout videos all day and make my body want to die
- I want to start packing right now...I never want to leave Provo
- I want birthday cake ice cream...I must have birthday cake ice cream
What's difficult is that it seems that most combinations of these thoughts don't really work together. Well, at least in my head they don't seem to work together. I can't have a baby, go to grad school, watch Netflix all day, work out like crazy, and both leave/never leave Provo. Life is all about choices and right now, it's hard to know what's best. Long story short, prayer is a very important part of my life right now.
And thank goodness birthday cake ice cream works with every option/is always an option.